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Does suffering beget art?
Or does art beget suffering?
(Is there a third option?
Or a fourth?)

Writing is my way of...

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But maybe...

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I had to suffer
(somehow)
to get to this point

Maybe...

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God is showing me
how to use this gift
and I had to suffer
(something)
to listen.